Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Day 23 : Now what?

Well, here I sit at work. His computer in the trunk of the car where he put it when he decided to start packing his things to protect. Yes, I took the headset and cut it into 3 pieces and made sure that the headpiece no longer functioned with my shoe. But it was mine from before we got married and I was the one that paid for it so no harm, no foul on my part.

I changed the password on my computer so I'm assuming that he's not playing it there. I closed the checking account that his name was on and he can't get one by himself so I"m not really sure what he is going to do in the meantime about playing. Maybe he has given it up for good and maybe he hasn't.

I chose 3 years ago not to drink anymore for all the fear that ! was hurting my family and job. Yeah I relapsed but I kept moving forward with the choices that I made and feel that I have concurred most of my fears about drinking ever again. I just wish that he would Concorde his fear of being a adult male in a "real" world.

He is working PT for his mom and that gets him out of the house on the weekend and out with real live breathing humans that you can see their real flesh. I'm hoping that will get him out of his funk. I did try to buy him a book to read but because I bought "The Love Dare' he though it was girly and refused to read it. So now it sits on the edge of the once computer filled desk waiting to be taken back to Walmart. I hope that he rad it but I can not force him.

Well updates to come....

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