Saturday, March 21, 2009

Day 58 "is he still IN love with me?"


I know that when you tell a person that a activity hurts you or makes you really upset that you would think that person would stop that activity. But to no avail he is still continuing doing this.

He's not gaming.... thank God! But I told him that I can't stand the books that he buys because they run along the same premise that when he has books he ignores his family, wife and all responsibilities. Any way..... I found the receipt for 3 books today...... 65.00!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can you imagine spending 65.00 on paper with words on it??? I can't even fathom how they can charge that much for paper with words on them! Whatever happened to the 3.99 paperback novel? No such thing I guess....... I guess all book are 25.00 + or their not worth reading is what I keep being told. I think it is a bunch of bull if you ask me.

So now why do I feel bad if i think about paying 45.00 for a bottle of cologne? Mine is twenty dollars less, will be enjoyed by more than just me, will last longer than 3 days and I won't spend that much on perfume again in 2 years!!! But I guess he Needs the books like he needs the games...... I"m so over this. He doesn't even sleep with me anymore. He works two jobs so he can have money to spend on his stupid juvenile crap while I pay the bills with what little money he's going to give me a money. And now we have no saving! None,whatsoever.

I give up.

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